There are signs everywhere!

So this line may seem really cheesy and let me just start off by saying that it is really cheesy. Whenever I think that phrase in my head as I am driving down the road or listening to the lyrics of a song I always think back to the movie that I wore out as a kid...Fools Rush In...I don't know how a 6 year old could love that movie so much but I did, I remember watching it over and over again in my mom's room. The line "there are signs everywhere" comes straight from that movie and I just have to talk about how there are so many signs leading me towards Troy.

I feel as though it is the universe trying to tell me something about my relationship with Troy, he may not be here with me in Temecula or driving down the road but he is here in spirit, he is thinking of me and still loving me. I just know he is, well his letters tell me so but I want to believe that it is so much more than that. For example, I have read this book called Something Borrowed probably twice before reading it my third time currently and the main characters are from Indiana! I never ever once noted that detail of the book until now and why would I pick up a book that I have read so many times to read again? There is also the fact that I think in the past 4 months since Troy has been gone I have seen a handful of cars with Indiana plates on them, I don't think I had ever seen one, especially in Temecula, until Troy left. I also met with some customers at work one night and they happened to be going to Indianapolis, who just goes to Indianapolis!? Or how many red heads I saw at Disneyland one day, it was like they all decided to come out that one particular day. It's all of these little things that make me so crazy, and there are so many more little moments that make me think wow I am meant to be with Troy, because if I for even a second doubt our relationship, it's like someone is saying "oh I think we need to send Justiene another sign to let her know that she is making the right choice in waiting for Troy". I think that the biggest and probably the funniest sign of all is that I am taking my missionary lessons from a boy that has orange hair quite similar to the color of Troys! I could not have asked for a bigger or brighter (no pun intended) sign!

I may sound crazy and people might think I am strange but I cannot deny the fact that there is something more out there, someone or something that is guiding me in this journey, I would like to think that it is Heavenly Father who is working his magic to try and keep me as close to Troy as possible while he is hundreds of miles away spreading the gospel. And I know that he sees signs too, like how he tells me that my car is everywhere is Indiana or how so many people have my color hair or look like me from behind and how he wants to run up to them and see if it could be me.
It all may be just a coincidence but that would just be so unromantic to say that, so even though I may get weird looks and be thought of as a fool I believe that these signs are meant especially for Troy and I, and I believe that as long as I continue to see signs and little memories of him, that our love is still very much alive, even if it has to travel cross county

<3 Justiene