Trials...Trials...Trials

So I don't think I have had a day quite like today in a while...

I should have known from the way I slept last night (or didn't sleep) that this day was going to be a bit interesting...and boy was I in for it. 

The day started off good, it's my mom's birthday so we went to breakfast and then to Knott's Berry Farm for a little while. 

Love these girls..even though Claire Kept me awake! 

Then it was time to go home because it was my last day of work. 

It was the worst last day of work too, it was just way to stressful. It didn't even feel like my last day

Well on my way to work my car decided to kick the bucket and it is gone! 

R.I.P jimmy 

My very first car, my black beauty (not really a beauty) my jimmy, the car that holds so many memories is just gone...

At first all I felt was sadness and disbelief but then after a while anger rolled in and it has not left, as I sit here pounding on my keys I can't help but feel mad because this is happening to me, what did I do to deserve this? It just doesn't seem fair at all. 

I start college soon, I am moving up to Orange County soon, and I am going to have to pay rent.

How can I possibly afford a new car, or at least something that is reliable, works and has good gas milage? I don't know what I am going to do, I feel horrible though. 

There are just way too many things running through my head, it's been this way for a while, but now things just seem to be boiling over.

All I can think to do is pray and hope for the best, tomorrow is brand new with no mistakes...although I will still have no car. 

I don't even know how I will survive...I drive everywhere!

But I leave for Texas in 3 days and I hope that I will be able to think of a solution and just have a good time. Luckily I am flying and not driving! 

This is definitely a low tide for me